Friday, December 31, 2004

first thing i woke up, i heard some noise in the wet kitchen.. so, i went there to check it out. When i reached there, man..... the whole place is flooded~! father forgot to turn off the tap after the washing machine is done resulting the water pipe to break due to high pressure. So, in the end, wasted my whole morning cleaning up the kitchen....
after lunch, i actually spent time watching tv... haha... watched back shanghai knights followed by ending of minority report... it's been a while since i watched tv.. went back online later.. and guess wat? my mx510 arrived~!! it was approx 3 to 4 something.. was kinda excited with the new mouse though.. haha...
had to go to my mum's school to help her do some petty cash stuffs cause the clerk cannot manage to 'fit in' everything.. all it takes is just to resize the columns to make it smaller.. oh well...
then, wasn't really sure about going out tonight with anand they all.. in the end, i took the courage to msged anand bout it.. and see see, chin ping is supposed to tell me bout it in which she didn't~! sigh, was so mad bout it cause i felt kinda silly and worried for not being able to celebrate new year for this year...
anyway, waited for jitvern to coem and pick me up at 8 something... supposed to meet up at victoria's junction at 845.. alot of ppl was there... there's anand, ee lin, jason ling and lee, yen kheng, thean seng, xing min, jit vern, li yen, su lyn, ei leng, cindy, mun chun, shake, omega, amy, wai san, jill and wei tek... only later that jin fei came.. i ate ox tail's soup and garlic bread while the others had dinner,.. (since we're suppose to have dinner there) i sat next to jit vern and thean seng and opposite of me was xing min... was sitting right in the middle.. and the 2 ends have their own group of conversation.. one end was anand they all and the other was cindy's... by the end of the day in victoria's junction.. we had party gifts from the manager to celebrate new year.. how kind of them. hhahah...
then, we had dilemma where to head to next for our countdown.. wanted to go to somebody's house.. but there was no vacancy.. in the end, we ended up in polo ground which turned out to be quite packed~!! it was filled with malays cause they're having a futsal match over there... so, we ended up having countdown in the middle of the field underneath a tree where it was slightly uphill... we went to 7-11 b4 taht to buy some snacks and drinks... ended up chatting there till 12 plus.. and headed off to our beloved home... hehe... so much for new year's celebration.. no more pubs and noisy places... =)


Thursday, December 30, 2004

woke up in the morning and wait for my poslaju to arrive.. my mx510.. that louyeh (jeffrey goh) also keep asking me whether it arrived anot.. haha.. unfortunately, waited till 6 something.. still no news.. guess have to wait for tomorrow..
helped my dad run some errands late in the morning... went to parade to develop the photographs... oh, i even uploaded them to my yahoo photos and gave shared it with my other siblings..
for the rest of the day, played anarchy the whole time... was too tired in the evening and slept at 6 soemthing till dinner.. haha.. now only i have the lazy holiday mood.. lol...


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

for the first time in 2 weeks.. i can finally wake up late in the morning~!! hahaha.... if it's not for brandon who woke me up(came to return my stuffs) at 1130.. i would have slept longer... lepakked almost the whole day... ate lunch, played AO..
played tabletennis at 530 with yee weng, boon jin and his sister... quite fun lar... just that yee weng always keep losing wan.. hahaha.... he and his errorneous..
played anarchy again at night... the teaming wasn't as good as the afternoon one... now, i'm off to collecting mission tokens..

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

my last day to be home alone~!! parents will be reaching ipoh at 1345~!!
i felt kinda lazy to go for the badminton game at 10.. but since yee weng called and i told him the day that i'm coming, well, i have to go... reached there at 1030... (which yee weng booked the court from 10 till 12) it was quite's been quite a while since i last played badminton... brandon, kiat win, wai yip, brian, zhuan keet and mei yin was there too... then, went out for brunch with them in stadium...
by the time i went home, it was about time i had to pick up my parents from the airport.. had another round of lunch with them in gunung rapat... ate chicken rice.. and lots of stories from my dad......
reached home, uploaded pics of australia to the comp.. dind't really have time to rest... then brandon came to download some games... took my thumbdrive to copy it to his laptop though... after that, i have a basketball game with the same group of ppl.. (similar group actually)
played with kids younger than us.. (some are quite good.. and some are not even half my height. lol..) played for about 1 hour... and it was damn tiring... went home, bath... and slept.. (hardly slept actually) till dinner...
at night, kinda lepakked lar.. rested in my room... played AO with jason and chun (for the first time)...
at 10, had ice creams with shake, von, omega, licia and jason.... chatted all the way till 12... back home.. online... hehe... btw, got stopped by police though... went in thru the other side of east while on the way to yes cafe, and forgot there was a pasar malam there.. so, i went into this road, dind't realise it was a one way street... then the police stopped me.... the moment i come down... one of the officers ask me to 'kao tim' it aka bribery.. he said i'm on P some more and if i get 3 samas, then my license will digantung, i was like, what the hell, this is only my first... so, i won't give a shit... then i went back to the policeman who took my license.. and he asked me what the officer told me.. haha.. then i said he only gave me a warning.. hahahahaha... then that policeman returned my ic and said "betul ke dia hanya bagi amaran?" hehe... oh well, it was a close shave... went off b4 he had the time to ask the other policeman.. how terrible.. tsk tsk...


Monday, December 27, 2004

i was woken up by the telephone ringing.... when i glanced at the clock, "SHIT~! it's 10~!! and i've to go to school at 1030" so, i've to rush myself to get ready to school.. Quickly, i watered the plants, made myself breakfast, fed the fish.. dun even have time to sweep the floor... Fortunately, by the time i reached school which was like 1035, they were all still waiting... Waiting for Ravindran to meet up with us... well, he only came at slightly b4 11 and gave the excuse that he's been waiting for us in the office all these while.. lol..
then, we're supposed to decide which 3 of us that should be recommeneded by the school for the ASEAN scholarship for NUS.. eventually, the school's admin did the choosing...
While we were there, bj, yw and i certified our certs... then, we went to koh heng for lunch at 12 plus with boon jin, yee weng, jit-vern and ian..
Went to the bank later after that to bank in the money to ALKT.. brandon came to my house later cause he needed my cable to transfer photos from his camera to his laptop.. then, he fetched me to boon jin's house to listen to 'talks' from his sister on NUS and singapore life.. it was quite thorough... she even prepared beforehand.. haha... after all that she's said.. seems like local uni sux and singapore is so much better... the only bane is that singapore got a higher cost of living... alot of ppl went for the 'talk' though... there's me, bj, yw, jv, my, el, not to mention brandon.. haha.. he went there to 'pat'...
realised that by not playing computer.. can do alot of things.. supposedly to play ping pong with yw and bj at 530.. but in the end... i washed the car, clean up the garden a bit, swept and mopped the floor, cleaned the bath tub, fold clothes.. hmm... not to mention cook for myself...
tot wanted to sleep early. but was bugged by my 'nonsensical thinkings'.. in the end, went online and slept after that...


Saturday, December 25, 2004

woke up at 9 am (it's quite early judging that i slept at around 3am) and did some house chores, check my mail and finally, lowyat's back online~!! need to know bout the MX510 orders... and they're supposed to COD at midvalley at 8... guess i've to pay extra RM10 for poslaju... sigh..
got lots of disruptions though... alot of phone calls... kai ma called all the way from NYC~!! how nice.. they said they've been looking for my house number from 8 something till 9 something (their time, which is still eve night over there) talked to them for quite some time.. and it was nice lar..cause it's been a while since i last communicated with them.. then, called chee lim... chatted with her for quite a while...
later, jit vern came with jin ann to have lunch together.. he came bringing unwrapped presents and all the other accessories to wrap presents.. but we decided to have lunch first before wrapping them.. so, we went to eat in dave's deli after calling up yee hui in jusco.. he had only one hour lunch break from 2 to 3.. all of us had lasagna while jin ann only had ice lemon tea..
jit vern shopped a while to buy gifts for his dad.. while me, well, i'm suppose to buy soemthing too but i dun haev anything in mind.. perhaps, shall ask my sis cause usually i'll be sharing presents with her. bumped into jinfei and andrew though in friendly.
went home, wrapped presents, feeling all exhausted.. and they had to go 'visiting'.. i almopst didn't want to go cause was feeling too the end, jin ann and i slept while jit vern drove us to guan sing's parent's shop.. handed him his present (which happened to be a sat there and drink a while and then we went to guan sing's house. he tried on his new clothes that was bought from jin ann in giordano.. went to dinner with yee hui and chee lim in anika selera.. but we went there late la.. cause jitvern got stopped by police for not stopping at the red light.. luckily he only gave a warning..
so, by the time we went there, cl and yh already finished eating.. and there wasn't anywhere to sit, so.. they left so that we could sit... ordered some koay teow and we got conned~!! 3 koay teow (si hum and egg) and it costs RM8~!! how to divide??? sighh..
reached chin ping's house at around 9... and when i went in there.. there was only chee lim, yee hui and chin ping there. i was like where's everyone?! then i wished chin ping merry xmas.. she didn't even choi ngo.. aihh.. means something bad must have really happened.. and so happens that kan yee lyn (one of the organisers) ffk cause her frens not coming.. hmm.. duno lar.. seems complciated..
in the end, there were only me,chinzwen and bf, chee lim, yee hui, chin ping, jit vern, jin ann, guan sing, anand, ee lin, wan yoe and sinnyi.. luckily sinnyi and wan yoe went out with chjin ping to buy back some food.. all those 'chap chap' stuffs.. hehe... then we had lots to eat.. got satay, wat tan hor, fried mee... then we played cho tai di till everyone goes back at about 1130... by that time.. everyone was like half dead liao...haha... but this christmas.. the first christmas without family.. well, that's how i spent it with my friends... :)


Friday, December 24, 2004

One more day to Christmas, and i started off my day with AO and is supposed to play with bj and jason till lunch... but anyhow, bj got frust and quitted the game.. and i played on till 3+ while jason was busy and couldn't play with him.. Around 4 plus, went out with chin zwen and jv. they came to my house earlier actually, but i was too busy with my game..haha.. but after a while, i did join them lar... met them at JJ's in jusco, went christmas shopping with them in guardian alone~! haha.. so hebat... first time shop presents where all of us buy presents from the same shop... then, chinzwen treated me hot chocolate at delifrance cause she said she'll do so the next time she goes out with us...
Later, had to get ready to go to elim's outreach... jitvern stopped by my house and followed me there cause he said it'll be too waste of time if he went home.. i had to pick up von and shake too.. went to elim, had dinner there at about 730 (which was supposed to start at 7) then their service was at 8 till 10... they had lots of performances there with yian yan, sulyn dancing... liyen acting in a sketch where she was mother mary, cheryl and jinann as ushers...
right after elim, went to our church at 1030 cause the carolling starts at that time.. fetched thean seng back to our church where his mum pick him up from there.. (traffic in east was heavy~!) there wasn't a place to sit where we used to... so, we went to sit upstairs..
after it was all over, went out with benedict, kelvin and mag... (and the 2 girls too) ben really changed man~! he spiked his hair and he's not wearing specs annymore... so hard to be recognised..
we met up in mag's place and kelvin fetched all of us to greentown.. wanted to go to mike's place to look for gary as he's working there.. but by the time we went there, he already left.. so, we went to makan at the place next to it.. btw, kelvin stole ppl's parking space... haha.. tat guy was doing a reverse parking.. and it wasn't really in a proper place... so, he went out from the parking space to readjust the position... and kelvin just parked right up there inside.. lol... ate abit there, drank some beer... and went home at around 2 plus... supposed to wake up early to attend kar wai's baptism...


Thursday, December 23, 2004

was out practically the whole day... woke up quite late cause been playing AO till 330am.. lol.. barely had time to prepare myself to meet up with my frens in jj at 12.. reached there aronud 1230 though... and we gathered together in coffee bean. siah, kar wai, omega, wai san and von were already there when i reached. chatted abit.. and bought tickets for the phantom of the opera.. 7 tickets altogether.. me, siah, von, omega, wai san, cindy and cheryl.. went to bamboo house for lunch and mei yin 'visited' us there.. she looked much prettier though.. suddenly, cindy says that ei leng is joining us for the movie.. in the end, we bought a ticket one row in front of us (and i took that place la)
the show was quite nice.. brings back alot of memories about my sister last time when she was 'christine' in her school play.. after the movie, we went back to coffee bean.. and lepaked there till everyone goes back... it was quite late though at that time.. and i had to rush home to cook myself dinner.. then i realised i forgot to buy present for thean seng's party.. so, i had to walk all the way to the opposite end of jusco to buy smoethign.. and the cashier was being so slooooowww.. sigh... by the time i've finished my 'shopping', realised it was too late, so i bought dinner for myself.. sigh..
went to thean seng's house at 930.. and no one was there.. not even thean seng..luckily jit vern fetched me there, otherwise, had to wait alone.. then, kah hon, boon jin, yeewun and amelia came... by 10.. still no sight of thean seng's friends.. around 1030 like that.. only they came and they had their carolling performance.. haha... it was quite alrite lar... just normal singings... no parts or whatsoever.. but it was ok...
then, we played some guessing name game.. need to follow some cues wan.. if you failed, that person can draw on your face/skin... hehe.. then we had the gift exchanging session where we take gifts randomly.. haha.. i bought this lizard thingy that expands to 600 times its orignal size when it submerges into water.. and a girl called gabriena (aih, steal and modified my name) took it.. haha... then i got 3 used cassette tapes of linkin park from a girl that looks like jac...
overall, the day was quite fun lar... tmr will have a half day AO then off to church... so fast xmas eve... =)


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

spent my whole morning and night playing AO again... teamed up with a guy called syntenin, woqelo and some some dunno what guy, lvl20 soldier.
afternoon, went for lunch with chin ping, sinn yi and wan yoe.. actually, i already made lunch myself, cause they're still lots of food in the freezer.. dun wanna waste it.. the day b4 also i found some spoilt vege... and guess wat, i forgot to wash clothes this morning.. only realised that after i bath and i see the bucket quite empty.. then i realised i already soaked it in soap water.. anyhow, i did made it quite on time.. well, perhaps 15 min late, but wan yoe reached later than me.. hehe.. went to secret recipe for lunch... i only had a drink which costs 6.50~!, cp & sy took tomyam soup which cost 11.50 i thnink.. and wanyoe? lol.. a kid's fish and chips set.. they had a cheese cake for dessert.. and wanyoe gave cp and i this fluffy little ball thing.. ok, so i thought it was a bit girlish to own one.. but we soon found out that she made that herself~!! (v hard to believe... haha)
saw quite a number of ppl in jj though.. sulina, pei shan, mr chin (at SC), yen shann, yee lyn, etc. didn't see siah though although she said that she saw me in SC and passed by there a few times..
after lunch, they went to shop.. for shoes and those transparent bra dunno why cp had to buy those.. probably dun wanna make it so obvious to lik wai when she's out with him later.. then, headed on to capcom.. wasted money to try and the drum sets and the keyboard thing (which so happened to be quite faulty!~!)
went to the new house after that to water the plants.. came back, well... after watering the plants and alll, back to AO.. hahaha..
jason, bj and i supposed to meet outside the general store at 830 after our dinner.. but bj was late cause he had to go to pm.. played a few team missions.. too bad jason had to fetch her cuz from the bus station... played until 12.. then jason and i 'ventured' our own through the subways... we recruited a few ppl.. and eventually, we teamed up syntenin (which i did that earlier and lvled up very fast) and it was the best team ever... we've journeyed right into the heart of subway.. but in the end, had to back off cause the others were dead and only left 3 od us (jason, me and syn).. played till 3 something.. haha... after dying a couple of times.. but it was quite an enjoyable moment.


Tuesday, December 21, 2004

didn't do much today.. played the morning, i teamed up with a guy called Adamstrange.. well, he's quite a 'licik' guy.. ask me not to loot anything, and he keeps everything to himself, said that by the end of the day he'll split the money with me.. in the end, only gave me 2k.. whereas we killed quite a number.. ku ma came earlier with some tong yuen for me.. then, she bought lunch for me too.. how nice of her.. sister asked me to do some NTU subj registration thingy which was quite frust cause it loads so damn slow..
evening, painted the store room.. then went to chee lim's house to 'cho tong yuen' the tong yuen wasn't really that nice lor.. compared to how my mum made and the one that ku ma brought this morning.. but they said they like those soft soft and squishy ones... haha...
for dinner, sigh.. was quite a disaster.. found some spoilt vege.. and took the fresh ones out of it to cook.. then made the chu yuk peng.. dunno why.. but it ended up tasteless and i think i overcooked it.. probably i forgot to add something when i season it.. sighh.. but basically, just spent the whole day in front of the comp. sigh, what to expect when you're all alone in the house with nothing to do???


Monday, December 20, 2004

anarchy, anarchy, anarchy... i'm so addicted to that liao.. aih... was teaching myself with a DIY adobe photoshop thing... then came back to play AO.. lol... spent my whole afternoon tutoring a friend with homeworks.. at least, get to refresh my mind and exercise it abit... man, i really suck at physics... sighh...
cooked the 'chu yuk fan' for myself.. and i think i cooked too much rice... in the end, i ate so much.... can still feel the food in my stomach.. lol... but baiscally, spent most of my day in front of the comp... sigh...


Sunday, December 19, 2004

carolling daY!~

went for another practise at 11.. last and final one.. lasted till 12... and went out for lunch with chee lim, jv, becky, and jill at 1. i was quite lazy to drive out for lunch though.. in the end, jv somehow got me into driving all of them around instead of him fetching me... =|
chee lim wasn't ready at all when we reached her place.. in fact, she wasn't even at home~! she went out nannying, had to fetch her cousins.. adorable lil' cousins.. hehe.. after picking up jill, went to kfc and bumped into ming luen there...
while in the car, those ppl behind was busy taking pictures.. crazy and dumb pictures.. lol... everything was so fun, came back to my place after lunch, and chilled out a lil' still busy taking pics.. when suddenly, a phone call came... the news that choon may's mom passed away, shocked all of us...
right away, we rushed off to her house to pay a visit and to send our condolences.. came back to cook myself dinner while becky and jit vern 'messed' with my comp... jill was out with chin ping at that time.. fried rice for myself b4 going for carolling...

carolling was fun... we had to dress with long-sleeved white shirt, black pants and black shoes.. and tie~! like a waiter with tie.. jason fetched me there... met up with the rest of the carollers in elim... we only went to 3 houses for carolling.. forgot what's the owner of the house's names are.. but the 2nd house was unc soon chai's house.. (dunno spelt correctly or not).. his house is so huge.. his garden is filled with flowers.. he actually held a christmas party and we actually had to sing in front of that big crowd...
then the last house was in james ho's house.. right next to elim.. it was more relaxed there la.. we had porridge and some red wine in the final house..
reached home at about 10 plus... called chin ping and tot asking her for the leong sui in town.. haha.. but too bad, ended up onlining... =)


Saturday, December 18, 2004

*yawn* what a tiring day it is... i slept at 3am yesterday morning, and woke up at 9 today.. did the usual house chores, then played AO b4 going to chin ping's house for lunch and to help out with the 'carrying and cleaning' stuffs...

as i was saying, went to cp's house.. and she was clearing the cabinet that time... so, i settled myself down first by playing the piano.. saw the book that my sis stole back to singapore... =( then, kinda 'helped' her with the cabinet larr.. but by then, was qutie late liao, so we had lunch first...
after lunch, rested abit, then helped shift the computer table to another location, swanee and the mum went to the dentist at that time.. when they were back, they cleaned up the room where the comp was previously situated. all in all, it was very tiring.

adding to that, went out with jill and cheelim right after that... jill had to buy ingredients for the cookies that she's gonna bake for wei tek...but i went back home to bath and 'sau sam' 1st la... =P
while we went to pick chee lim up, she just went into the car, saying that she dun wanna go out... ended up 4 of us chatted in the car.. dunno bout what penang trip... finally, all 4 of us went to jj together till bout 6 plus, then head off to church. (was so tired, i slept during the sermon *blush*)

went to chee lim's house for dinner right after church.. her mom made some 'chu sau' (pig hand - direct translation) for us.. hehe.. then, kinda catch up with stuff lar... she called up ming luen and jill to go yum cha but i was too tired to follow them.. think, it's about time for me to sleep early for oncee....


Friday, December 17, 2004

wasted my whole day playing anarchy online.. it's a MMORPG game which had an offer that is, it's FOC until 06'... played from afternoon till evening b4 i go for carolling in elim... and the carolling, haha.. i tot i was late.. cause was still busy playing AO at that time...

for the first day, i actually cooked for myself; made meat and vege.. looks kinda delicious.. hehe... dun really like to cook esp if you're eating alone... have to 'defroze' the food first, then have to 'pou fan', have to cook, and aft eating, have to clean up everything.. sighh.. so time consuming... luckily not gonna cook for tmr...

in elim, all the songs they sing.. some of it never hear b4 wan.. and some songs got parts (joined bass).. :S my first and last practise.. dunno how am i gonna cope up... it's kinda like a small 'sketch' with christmas songs embedded to it.. then, we'll be walking in neighbourhoods singing..

came back, at around 10 plus.. played AO again.. till middle of the night.. if it's not for the carolling, think i've wasted my whole day.. damn, i easily get addicted to games... =(

Thursday, December 16, 2004

first official day to be home alone.. Woke up early to clean the house, sweep and mop the flooor, clean up some mess,.. so that dun humiliate myself with a messed up house when my frens come.. siah was delayed as first though.. supposed to come at 10... but in the end, came at 1030... we're making baked macaroni.. lol..

right after she came, i've to fetch omega, shake and delicia... went to jj to shop for ingredients... (and siah forgot the shopping list, so have to rely on her memory).. almost got everything in jj, except for some mozzarella cheese which is unavailable in jj due to the renovation (the frozen food section is not available)... have to go back all the way to omega's house, take the makro card from her mom, then to makro...
bought sausages and the cheese there..

printed out the recipe from the comp, and preparation began~! first, we boiled water for the macaroni and the chicken cubes.. shake chopped the sausages, delicia fried them.. after the macaroni is cooked, siah fried them together with the sausages in a super big pan... she even spilled some of it... (should get a stool for her next time).. after everything, we baked the mixed macaroni and sausages with the cheese as the surface.. and omega, well, she helped abit lar.. hehe.. but was busy with the comp most of the time.. while waiting for the macaroni to be baked in the oven, delicia made the soup... oh yeah, we bought sunkist orange juice to be shared among all of us... :D

we made 2 trays.. and it was so filling~!! we only managed to finish one tray for lunch.. means the other whole chunk is to be eaten for dinner.. how could i manage to finish that man!? only managed to finish 5/9 of it for dinner... hehe.. fortunately, managed to import help from chin ping to finish it... for supper. lol...

after lunch, we chill out and chit chat in the air-conditioned room... the weather was so blardy hot... aihh...then see omega's photos for dunno what ceremony... helped her scanned some pics and uploaded to friendster.. siah went back slightly early though, at 4 while the rest at 530... quite tiring... *yawwnn*


parents left at 8 in the morning... and since the whole house will be quiet after that,... eventually, everything turns out to be quiet... not much of an adventure.. watched 'movies' on the comp.. slept.. staring in front of the monitor.. sigh...

sis went back to singapore in the 930pm bus... and i bought edifier R102 speakers.. quite chun actually... though the subwoofer not enough 'oomph' though... haha....
tmr, siah, shake and deli will come over to cook lunch.. haha... started off with a simple plan to go cue1. then, came to think of it.. bout lunch... then turned to that plan... haha...


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

jze sern's and his dad came down.. treated my parents and my sister (not including me =( ) for lunch... have to eat alone at home... but i guess i'm gonna do that very often for the next few weeks...

went to parade after my long afternoon nap... alice bought some seiko watch which cost RM8++ , grace in bum city.. and me? sigh... just walking around... malls should have more shops for guys la.. =(
went to marrybrown's for some tea break.. and my sis asked me to do some car wash cause it's so dirty. luckily she's good enough to go to some carwash shop to do the job...
in the end, all i need to do is to clean the floor mats..

went bak kut teh for dinner.. saw kiat win there... come back, read some book.. play with nieces... damn... my lfie sounds so pathetic... =(


Monday, December 13, 2004

bumped into this in friendster... think that's it's very meaningful and true..

If you're afraid to love a person
because of friendship, you have two choices: either tell what
you feel and let the love take place or hide
the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.

It's hard for two people to love each other when
they live in two different worlds but when these
two worlds collide and become one, that's what
you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.
One leads to another and the process is
The best of lovers is the greatest of
I like you because you're my friend, and because
you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love
you. I don't love you because you are my friend, I
love you because I do!
Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make
me happy? To think that I have everything else, I
get what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too
bad 'cause it's you can't have. I can't choose who
I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who
chooses to love me.
And you can't blame me in choosing to love you
as much as I can't blame you for not learning to
love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you
loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find
him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one
true love you're looking for was the one who set
you free.
"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?
Why do tears fall for someone who was never
mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never
with and I ask why I love someone who's love was
never mine?"
Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of
the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one
we're really looking for was just there. You don't
notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone

Food for thought, think of this:
Have you really cared for someone more than
you expected?
Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all
the pain?
Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she
whispers someone else's name?
Will you?
It's better to lose your pride with someone you
love rather than lose that someone you love with
your useless pride. When you love someone, don't
expect that person to love you back the same
amount. One of you will be ahead, the other
behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits.
When you love, you must not accept anything in
return, for if you do, you're not loving but
If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if
you expect happiness, you're not loving but
using. True love hears what is not spoken, and
understands what is not explained, for love
doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the
Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer
you stay the harder it is to leave and you can
never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't
love a person like a flower, because a flower dies
in season. Love them like a river because a river
flows forever. Love doesn't have to have a happy
ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at
all. Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt
a lot, it
may give you aches and pains, but if you don't
follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more
for not giving love a chance.
Love may leave your heart like shattered glass,
but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be
willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces
so you could be whole again.

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let
her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her

saw the edifier R102 in jj.. RM85.. dunno shuld buy anot...

Sunday, December 12, 2004

it was a resting day... didn't do much... dad bought back breakfast... played with my nieces and slept the whole afternoon...
went to the new house to eat 'claypot rice' for dinner... sigh, so sleepy.. *yawn*


Saturday, December 11, 2004

had a complimentary breakfast (buffet style) in the hotel.. i think the amount of food we devoured cover up most of our cost... hahaha... ok, to hell with food... back to the salient events...
checked out at around 1330.. went straight to the assumption church.. had lunch at A&W.. had some coney dogs, stole chicken from my sis... that's bout it.. hehe...

then, the wedding ceremony.. the moment i reach there... i saw my sis.. with her cleavage all appealing and seems almost to be half naked... then, the church has to cover that up with a black scarf... lol... my sister then arrived in a car where shahrukhan sat b4.. haha.. wow, she looks stunning with that cheongsam... they paid photographers to do a candid shot the whole day.. and one of them, a lady, kept on taking photographs of ashley.. the wedding was accompanied by showers of blessigns (it was raining heavily outside) and drizzled as soon as it was over..

we went back to shireen's place (bro's gf) and rested there till dinner.. james is really a good cook lar.. he made sandwiches that looks like those you get from the classy restaurants..

at the wedding dinner, which is in some bungalow that was converted to a restaurant, it was like some academy award event.. ladies dressing up all elegant and posh, greeting each other in a fashionable manner.. but the ambience was superb... it's some kind of those you see in "my best friend's wedding" with tents outside the garden, and also tables in the house la.. rosemary and christy has a special table for 2 and the family members of both sides sat next to them.. the MC, also the best man, became the life of the event.. he's hilarious, damn good singer and macho too.. and christy's frens.. are like thoes mexican type of ppl.. hahaha... loud and crazy and talks gibberish.. and there's this guy called edward, one of christy's fren, is so pervertish and likes my grace.. haha.. (must be the breasts i suppose)

overall, the dinner was great though i could hardly remember what i ate.. it was so little that we had to go for supper after that.. haha.. it's not like those traditional chinese dinner.. the moment you come in, the receptionsists (grace and wei na) would ask "would you like to have chicken or fish?" haha... imagine.. and the main course (i chose the chicken) came out to be so small.. with 3 long pieces of chicken breast.. my mum's even better.. she has BOTH chicken and fish..compliments from the owner of the place.. after the whole dinner, they had a houseparty in the main hall where everyone danced in a pub-like manner.. and my MUM.. so damn sporting... lol... that was why it took us so long to leave the place.. haha

went back to shireen's place after that, changed and it's off to ipoh.. it was almost midnight that tiem.. and as i said b4, we went out for supper cause all of us are still hungry... then my brother so funny.. reminded us of his own bday. hehe....
reached home at about 330 in the morning..

Friday, December 10, 2004

spent our morning still in christy's house... rosemary prepared breakfast.. and her kitchen.. wow.. you'll be shocked.. you open the cabinet intending to make a cup of milo from the 3in1 packets... and you noticed that it has expired since jun 2003.. take another packet of coffee.. well, that's not too bad... it just expired a few weeks ago... even the eggs in the fridge.. it's already been there for weeks.. hahaha
it's a surprised we don't get food poisoning..

we checked in in cititel at about 1 plus.. 2 rooms, one for alice and the children, and another for me and my mum... grace has to stay with rosemary cause she has to be there early for to prepare for the wedding as she is the bride's maid.. so, might as well...

we shopped in megamall.. (sigh, shopping with my mum and sis can be quite a bore in such a huge complex).. went for lunch in esquire kitchen and freelanced around the shopping mall by myself.. bumped into mun chai with the children, sarah and aaron in mph..later, went to watch ocean's twelve with brandon and lingwei in GSC...

brother joined us for dinner in esquire kitchen (yes, again).. bought shoes (YAY, new shoes~!), well, that's the only important thing for me. hahaha
went to bed after the mall closed


Thursday, December 09, 2004

our bus stopped at the railway station where rosemary's supposed to pick us up. We went straight to one utama to do some shopping, and there i met up with chee lim and her fren, hui min (hope i got the spelling correct).. clim treated me a meal at zoup (which she has promised, partly as a bday present).. played metal slug on the ps2 with hui min there too..

clim sent me back to rosemary's place at ara damansara... actually, she kinda intended to drop by to refill her bottle, which she eventually joined my family for dinner at la la chong.. lol... she's so 'kam ching' with my sisters lar.. haha.. talk girly stuffs.. haha.. same brain frequencies...

all in all, slept at about 1 plus cause we have to wait for alice to reach from her flight from sabah, meanwhile watching animatrix on the dvd.. annie and ashley's so cutee.. haha... even christy adores them...


will be leaving in about half an hours time... woke up at 0900, ate breakfast, went to toilet,and i'm onlining now... haha.. hopefully i can still blog for the next few days la. dunno whether there's a comp available for me to do that...

sigh, hope it'll be an enjoyable trip la.. dunno what's gonna happen or whatsoever... *shrug*


Wednesday, December 08, 2004

didn't practically do much today... went to cut my hair in the evening, applied for NTU online, erm... watched some tv.. laze around my bed... sighh...
supposed to go out though to jj but my DAD wants me to stay cause some freezer is coming and he needs a man's help to handle it. Apparently, the deliver was delayed till tmr.. lol.. when my dad's all alone.. (how ironic) cause we'll be leaving to kl tmr morning for my sister's wedding..


Tuesday, December 07, 2004

spent my whole morning till evening watching movie on the comp... didn't do much things though today... all my activities are all concentrated at night... went to yee weng's house for ping pong at 530.. sigh, my ping pong skill's still that bad... haha... but see boon jin and yee weng play can be quite a laugh too... hehe...

at night, went to the night market with wan yoe, sinn yi and thean seng... we met up in macy's cafe behind jj. wyoe fetched me there and just when she parked the car, we saw thean seng walking by the road.. such good timing... fortunately, it didn't really rain , eventhough the sky was quite dark at 5 something... sinnyi was late, went to pm first isntead of macy's.. haha.. after wyoe finished with her porridge and tseng with er.. fried mee, we proceeded on to the night market..

bumped into weng yip and kar wah over there... saw his car first b4 bumping into them.. hahaa... then, just walked around.. talking, looking at 'junks'... i noticed pasar malam dun really have much things to buy liao.... later, near the place where they sell 'chau tau fu', saw shake, omega and delicia... hehe... (didn't notice delicia though)

started to rain later.. and i couldn't find the 'chao koay' stall.. sigh... in the end, i never bought anything from there... only wyoe bought some scrungee (cause she needed one at that time) and the chau tau fu for her sis... after that, went to the shop in the other end of the shoplots where macy's cafe was... lepakked and yum cha there till bout 10 something... quite an enjoyable moment though.. cause it's been a while since i went out with a group of friends in this way... the previous time was with jv and jill.. but all of em' are bonded to the convention now...

feel kinda tired now... after helping my dad paint and touch up some water stains on the ceiling of the bedrooms and the bathroom... was helping my mom spread the 'news' bout the mariaville 'carnival' thing too... feels kinda weird 'propagating' all these.. hehe.. i even posted one in lowyat.. haha... i doubt if there's ever a reply.. lol.. -wonder what would happen tmr- ....


Monday, December 06, 2004

Wasted my whole morning in school. i went there to take my school leaving cert for my scholarship application. Unfortunately for me, when i reached there, Mr Louis just started his meeting. But luckily for me, i have Ian and Yew lok to accompany me there.. we waited for like until 11 plus only the meeting was adjourned. By then, Ian has alraedy left cause he has to rush for a camp in which the bus leaves at 11am. So, i have to help him ask to certify some stuffs and put it in his mailbox. Well, just when i thought as soon as the meeting was over, the procedure would be quite fast. But see see, there was a problem with the print out. The allignment was out of the range of the printing area. Luckily, it was just a small part which was then debugged by Mr Mathan who typed out the details of my certs with my own supervision.. lol..

By the time i reached home, it was already time for lunch.. Watched futurama on my sister's laptop and after that, pathetically played cs with bots.. Was quite tired after that, and tried to get some nap. Then, my sister pandai pandai ask me to go jogging in which i hesitated..hahah... tot i could get some sleep after that, but got a phone call from my mum and i had to fetch her back from school..


When i woke up, it was already 7 plus.. was quite surprised my parents never woke me up for dinner. Apparently, they already went out leaving me and my sis on our own accord. Ate leftovers whatever that's left from my mom's school which included some sandwiches, curry bun from foh san, currypuffs and egg tarts.. it was quite filling though, and appetising. Then, kinda lepak online, read mails, surf lowyat, etc. The usual stuff.. hmm, wat to do next??

Sunday, December 05, 2004

just came back from the new house after a delicious dinner of claypot rice.. it's been almost more than a year since we went there for dinner cause i had tuition on sunday nights...

before that, went to watch polar express in tgv with shake and omega.. shows starts at 245.... went there just in time cause had to fetch my mum and sis to the saloon... and traffic in jusco was kinda heavy.. after the show, met up with delicia and the sister.. and well, i just followed them aimlessly... but not for too long, cause my mum and all have already went to jusco and needed to go home for dinner...

watched alot of shows though... morning i watched 2 episodes of charmed that i've downloaded but didn't have time to watch them due to exams.. it's something about leo and the avatars and exposing himself to the sisters... hmm.. wonder how the ending will be like....

anyway, gotta go test some game tunnelling with boon jin liao.. it's like creating a VPN (virtual private network) so that we could play online among ourselves.. lol.. talk about cs hardcore..

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Last and final day for our LAN party... this time, we managed to reach there on time.. cause i gave yee weng a wake up call at 8am.. lol... but on reaching there, nobody was there yet though, so.. we just played among the 3 of us... only later thean seng, xing min and jason came...

approximately around 11 something, we went to acs for some wesley church fun/food fair.. we have tickets worth RM110 to spend thanks to boon jin's mom.. and we can just finish up all those tickets in aobut half an hours time.. haha.. hebat eh? we bought, koay teow, chicken drumstick, popiah, half chicken, corn dogs, etc.. and this thean seng actually bought 9 pieces of those "apong" from one stall, just because his ex persuades him to buy... sigh...

when we reached home at about 2, yew lok and di lun were arleady there.. we had our 'picnic' in his kitchen and man,.. we were damn full.. after that, we continued our game.. after troubleshooting my own comp..which was infected by some malwares, we continued with our cs-league.. this time, we have a new player, yee hui, cause jason went for a lunch date... played until 5 something cause i had to go to church at 7...

at night, my sis let me see the singapore idols performance on the net.. stream their videos from the official site.. downloaded a few of jac's songs for my sis to listen to... guess it's off to sleep... =)


Friday, December 03, 2004

feel so hungry now.... everyone's taking a break.. played since 9am till now. too bad for yew lok, wasted half a day cause his comp got network problem after removing a virus.. played cs till afternoon, then mohaa.. wanted to play NFSU but got cdkey problem...

for the LAN party, we're supposed to have 2 teams... each team in one room.. first team is in boon jin's bedroom consisting of boon jin himself, thean seng, jason and yee weng... while the others are xing min, di lun, yew lok and me! which is just the room beside boon's room that's being connoected through the toilet.. lol, thean seng's a good snipist while yee weng? sigh.. always camping.. then there's this map called "de_ratz" where all of us are miniature size humans inside a kitchen.. CS's started off in a freezer while terrorist (who's supposed to plant a bomb by the sink) starts off in the opposite room... hahaa.. they even got a matrix poster on the table and condoms isnide some drawers...

btw, sister's back from singapore early this morning.. too bad for her, i took away our router cause supposed to be used for our network.. but luckily, boon jin managed to get a 5 port switch from his dad's office, which means there's of no necessity for my router..

sigh, so bored now.. di lun's busy chatting with msn.. over the other room, boon jin and yee weng playing fifa, jason and yew lok playing gunbound... thean seng? hmm.. surfind friendster again i guess.. and xing min's just walking aronud.. haha.. guess he's worse than i am... *sighs*

Thursday, December 02, 2004

exam is over.. and here comes LAN party.! woke up early in the morning to clean up the house b4 proceeding to boon jin's house.. started off by wiping the house window from 7 something.. then, have to scrub the garden's seat and table.. cause my dad just bought a new swing to replace the old garden seat and while i was cleaning my room,i have to help out my mom with her school's petty cash thing.. cause she just hired a new clerk and i kinda need to 'guide' her with excel stuffs...

after that only i could move on to boon jin's house.. and oh yeah, my dad finally gave me the permission to bring my comp there after persuading and telling him the whole BIG situation.. oh well, went there, set up my comps and played cs source.. around 7-8 of us are there though.. partly cause some 'members' still have their bio paper in the afternoon... boon jin, yee weng, thean seng was there first.. then chun hao came with seng hui.. should look at the team's spirit la... right after their paper, jason and yew lok came over liao. hahah... but they have to go for some steamboat thingy in MP at 7.. too bad i arleady told my mom that i'm going home for dinner..

it's all so different at home without my comp and my mum's taking a one month break of tuition cause they're going to aus in the middle of the month.. stuck with my sis for half the month..
oh well, gotta cont now... tmr's the big day... =)